Last night my boyfriend, two of our friends and I took some LSD. It was my first time trying it and it opened my eyes. After we took it, we headed to The Strip. While we were there I started to notice little things. How everyone I looked at looked so shady and as if they were hiding something. I noticed that the trees weren't being taken care of. It's silly to say, but they looked so sad. Like they were prisenors, they were locked in little cages. They looked like animals. I really wanted to cry. Our city made me feel like shit. Everyone around me looked so pathetic, Stumbling or just creeping around. Then other thoughts started coming to me, why do I work so much? For this? For nothing? For money? Money is shit. If I had a choice I would go away with my boyfriend and live somewhere where there are no people, no televisions, no internet, no nothing. I don't need any of this. I felt so bad because my boyfriend already thought this way. Every morning I would wake him up for work and when he wouldn't want to wake up I would put him down and say he was lazy. He's not lazy, he's so strong and has a beautiful mind, body, soul. I love everything about him. We spent all night/morning in each others arms, moving to the sound of the music as if we were one. It probably sounds so lame to you, but I felt like we got married, nothing can come between us. It was so special to me, I've never felt like this before. The way we touched each other was so beautiful and it felt so right. He wrote this after waking up,
"In the earliest hours of this morning . . .
We exceeded the limits of the cosmological horizon, lowering ourselves into the depths of the none.
Come now, it's not too dark
We'll walk away, into the nothing
Our fearful aspects broken
Abandoning all hopes and past desires."
I know I suck at writing and wording things, but I just wanted to share this with the world. haha
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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