you you you you you

"Seventeen and believed in just anything Could be true, could be bad, something in between I recall all those lazy summer nights And all I knew was the time I spent with you I could easily stay, and never come home Looking out on the field like it's never been changed The past is a place that you can never return to Even though people say that this is where you belong I could easily stay, and never come home Looking out on the field like it's never been changed The past is a place that you can never return to Even though people say that this is where you belong I could always try to reach you And it's pumping through my veins And there's nothing I can do about it"

baby, baby, baby

"Still so young & anxious to be free"

one & two

Ring on the left is from Target and the other ring is from Goodwill.

"I've been lost I've been found, I've been fooling around. I've been hold, I've been told, I've been changing my mind. I've been up, I've been down, come on in, take your time. I've been low, I've been high, I'm in love with this lie."

"This new season brings signs of hope"

Seven Days A Week

This was my day outfit. Thrifted dress, had to cut it 'cause it went all the way down to my feet.





This is the pattern on the dress.

Stay Gold.


Night outfit.






Baja Fresh!


Smile like you mean it.




I'm so glad the weather is going to start changing already. It's about time! Hope everyone has a great week!

No Sleep

I've been laying in bed for the past 4 hours trying to sleep. I went jogging for 20 minutes 'cause I couldn't sleep. I'm going to be jogging 3 times a week, so I won't get fat. Haha. I hope I have enough energy to work today.

Dressing Up With Nowhere To Go!

I hate that vegas never has anything fun going on, and if they do have some sort of event, it's always hella fucking WHACK! Well here's what I wore tonight, to do nothing. hahaha.






thrifted top and urban tights. :)

Sorry the pictures suck, I'm too dark. hahaha
Hope everyone has a great weekend!

p.s
I'm trying to smile more in my pictures!
hehe

I think I need a break from everything and everyone.

Let me tell you a story

About two mexicans who came into my job right before closing time and decided to sit down and eat. I let them know five minutes before ten that we were going to close. They just stared at me. Well, after those five minutes passed, I told Octavio to tell them something and he said to let them eat. I was pissed 'cause I'm tired and his lazy ass didn't do shit at work, while I had to do everything. I'm sitting there waiting for them to be done, but my patience ran out. It was already ten minutes after ten so I told them I'm sorry but we're already closed, its ten minutes past ten and we have to close, sorry. They said are you kicking us out? I said yes and I'm sorry. They said I was being rude and we couldn't do that, I said I could kick them out 'cause we're already closed. Then they started yelling so I started yelling, and now they are going to call my manager tomorrow and complain about me. I honestly don't give a fuck if they do. I doubt ill get in trouble. I don't get paid enough to put up with this shit. I'm tired, goodnight.

RANDOM

Hello there, Baby

Stuff around the neighborhood

Not Cool Man

I can't sleep, I keep thinking of things I shouldn't be thinking about. I feel like my life is meaningless. It revolves around work. It doesn't revolve around him, or me. It revolves around making sandwiches. How lame is that? I'm 19 and my life is going nowhere. It's upsetting that my boyfriend and I live together and we hardly talk to each other. He wakes up at 5:30am to get ready for work, I don't see him until around 2 so he can take me to work. Then he goes back to work, I get off of work at 10. We go home, he goes to sleep and I stay awake. I don't like this pattern at all. I feel like we're going to grow apart, I don't want that. I don't want to work at Subway anymore, too bad I didn't finish high school. I seriously suck at life. I need to start doing something with it or I'm going to go crazy. I don't like the way my mind works. I always think about the negative things, instead of the positive things in my life. I can't really think of anything positive right now. I hope things start getting better somehow. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I'm going to try and do something.

"He said you only find love once in your life
So I guess when you find it
You're gonna hold it right
You'll hold it right
It makes no sense
Cos there's no sense in it at all
We all wait around
We wait for you to get tired and fall
As your shadow it resumes in me"

Ceviche

My boyfriend's mother and I made some ceviche today, it came out so good! I can seriously eat all of it. I'm addicted to it. Today was a good day.






I felt bad for them after finding this, it won't stop me from eating them though.


This makes me so happy.


Hopefully everyone has a good week, take care!

Vogue October Issue

BBQ

Today was my brother Raymond's birthday BBQ. It was a pretty great day, besides the part where my boyfriend was driving too fast on the freeway and hit another car! We didn't get hurt, and it wasn't a big accident, just a little scratch. So everything is fine. Besides that today was fun. My boyfriend and I baked some cookies for the BBQ and right when we got there everyone ate them, they were a hit! I also had some carne asada, chicken, white rice, some weird tuna salad, then after that smoked a blunt with my boyfriend, brother and his friends. I also gave my brother some money to buy some Millers since he turned 21 today. Here are a few pictures of my day, I hope everyone had a great weekend! I don't have to work till Tuesday, woohoo for me!



Birthday boy and his girl friend and baby!


She is sooo cute!


My mama and her husband. Everyone wanted to hold the baby.






I love my mom, she was trying to stand on her tippy toes so she could be taller then me. :)


It's kind of sad that almost all the girls there already had a baby or two! The girls were only from 17-20 years old. I guess if you haven't had a baby by now then you aren't cool. I'll wait a while before I start popping little creatures out of me! haha


:)


My friend Crystal, who I don't get to see very often. :(


Big brothers.


Can't wait to lay down and knock out with my lover.

I love my family, even though at times they can be a pain in my behind. :p
Sweeet Dreams my darlings.